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#1 My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 17.05.2019 11:58

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Kira: I love poetry, and I've made a few poems for my family over the years, but this is my first one in many years. So, here I go. It is a long one, after all I haven't made one in years.

On the wings I grew, I soar into the sky of the blue,

My heart sings with joy, my mind shrouded with emotion,

My wings glide me to freedom, my eyes look,

I search for the way, my heart is leading me,

Leading me, the one who waits for me,

Blue of the sky reflects in my eyes, my eyes filled with love,

Happiness in my soul, joy in my heart,

Eyes land upon hazel brown eyes,

A handsome smile, my heart screams with joy,

Open arms await me, my wings glide to the waiting one,

Happiness takes over, happiness enlightens my eyes,

No longer shackled down, the mask of confusion,

Mask of confusion falls, turned into dust,

Riding the gentle wind, the years of hurt,

Confusion, and pain, are gone with the wind,

Knowing who I really am,

Finally comfortable with who I really am,

I know who I really am,

Years of shame, years of hate, years of hiding,

Hiding no more, I am free,

I ride on my wings of freedom,

Happy, and alive, my heart filled with such love,

I finally know who I am,

I am bisexual, like always known,

But shame was strong,

Wore a mask to hide,

Hidden in the shadows of doubt,

Shame, such shame, shame became apart of me,

No longer afraid, no longer feeling shame,

My wings wrap around the one who holds me,

Such love, my heart screams with love,

My soul sings with such love, my mind races with love,

Eyes lock with the hazel brown eyes,

I feel weak, but strong arms hold strongly,

Never wanting to let me fall, will always be there if I fall,

A gentle touch, lips lock within a kiss,

I am alive, I am alive,

I never felt such power within myself,

I've never felt so alive,

Madly in love, feeling powerful, and sure,

Head over heels in love, with the man,

Who is cunning and intelligent,

A man who swept me off my feet,

Took me to a place I never knew,

Made me feel safe, no longer afraid,

No longer ashamed, an emotion I haven't felt,

Such power in emotions, I embrace the love,

I embrace everything, I become...

Happy.

For the first time in years,

I feel happy, I soar on my wings of love,

Freedom, and a purpose to live,

Battle the demons that plague me,

I am not alone anymore,

I am powerful, I am strong,

I fall, he will rescue me,

I fall, he will save me,

I fall, he will always catch me,

I fall, he will always watch my back,

Cannot allow demons to take me again,

Must fight on, must fight on,

Years of living in darkness,

Grieving, for so long,

Yet, grieving again but not alone,

I am not allow in my battles,

Dallas will always be there, he will never let me fall,

He will never let the demons, and the past drag me down,

Though strongwilled, at times I feel weak, worthless, useless...

Reminds me of the things I overcame,

And I still fight to this day,

Depression is an enemy, an enemy that has to be battled,

It cannot be allowed to win, it cannot be allowed to win,

Its evil has taken a person I never knew,

An uncle I never knew, its evil took him from me,

28 years ago, its evil took him,

it cannot, it will not take me alive,

I will fight until my dying breath, not alone,

I am not alone, anymore,

Dallas is my courage, he is my light in the darkness,

He is my knight in shining armour, he is my everything...

I love you so much, Nathan Steele, I never wish to lose you,

I love you to hell and back,

I will go through any gates of hell, pain, or suffering to be there for you,

I will go through anything to protect you, help you, heal you, love you...

Huntress is always there, always there,

I love you too much to walk away,

My emotions are forever as is my love for you,

Brought me out of dark times, helped me heal,

Though scars will remain, made me stronger,

What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger,

I am forever grateful to you, words cannot be how much I thank you for everything,

My love is all I can give, I love you so much, Nathan "Dallas" Steele,

Age is a number, time can be cruel, yet I stand tall,

I will stand and fight, forever at your side, forever there,

Forever your Huntress.


I love you, forever so much Dallas.

#2 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 18.05.2019 12:49

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Wow... *wipes away tear*

I felt so much emotion reading that.

#3 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 18.05.2019 13:00

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Kira: *Rubbing the back of her head, while bright red* I dunno what came over me, I just had to get back into my ol' poetry. Guess the dream I had the other night may of been the key, but yeah.

#4 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 18.05.2019 13:34

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I imagine it probably was, yeah.

#5 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 18.05.2019 13:37

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Kira: Might make more, if I'm in the mood to do so.

#6 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 18.05.2019 13:42

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I don't recall actually feeling anything when reading poems before though.

Maybe I've matured.

#7 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 18.05.2019 13:57

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Kira: Who knows.

#8 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 18.05.2019 15:59

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Or maybe you're just good at poety?

#9 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 18.05.2019 16:09

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Kira My mother often says I'm good with words, such as poetry.

#10 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 18.05.2019 21:54

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She be right.

You're also very colorful with your vocabulary when you're pissed off.

#11 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 18.05.2019 22:01

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Kira: *Shrugs* I always have been.

#12 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 19.05.2019 12:41

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I find the interesting use of swears most amusing.
Also I had no idea Grumpy Cat was gone.

#13 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 19.05.2019 12:46

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Dallas: Yeah, she died on the 14th of May, Kira was devistated, she was crying all day. It was painful to see her so upset, she really grew to love Grumpy Cat, like one of her own. She has a plushie of Grumpy on her bed where now, she goes by "Grumpy-chan" which I think means "Little Grumpy" or something, in her name, she even made a character of Grumpy on her Guild Wars 2.

#14 RE: My first poem in years by ShifterMutt 19.05.2019 14:04

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After a little research, the kitty had the feline equivalent of dwarfism.
Humans with the condition don't tend to have as long life expectancies usually either.

#15 RE: My first poem in years by Dallas' Huntress 19.05.2019 14:18

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Dallas: She was doing fairly well, but she died from the same infection that soon got to Baby's brother Sidney. Kira finds her brother a cutie.

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